When my wife announced that she was leaving me, it was like having Mike Tyson punch me in the gut, each day I woke up. It has destroyed me mentally, emotionally and physically.
I had to start taking medication to get myself back under control. But I went from shooting 4-6 times a month to maybe getting in a match once a month. I had zero interest in anything. Food didn’t taste the same and I ended losing 60# due to illness and depression. I’m a skeleton of the man I used to be.
6 months later and I’m now getting to the darkest part of this event in my life. My wife has just moved out and along with her go my 2 children.
If it weren’t for the love and support of a handful of friends, I don’t think I’d be here to write this. It’s because of them that I can imagine there being light at the end of this. Some of them can relate while others are also experiencing the same agony I’ve been enduring for the past 6 months.
In a few days escrow on my house closes and I will be starting a new chapter in my life. One without the love of my wife or the daily shower of affection from my children. But I have friend’s that care enough to see me through this and it’s my hope that I become a better person for myself and my children because of this.
For those of you who read this and have never had to experience divorce, I pray that you never do. But if you know someone that may be going through divorce, please be there for them. They need your ear or maybe even just a hug or text from time to time.
Thank you.