Ok, bear with me for a second. I'm not sure I can explain this in a manner that's understandable but I'm going to do my best.
Lately I've been trying really hard to remember every aspect of a match that I've shot, after it's all over. Picking it apart in my mind, so to speak. Stage by stage, target by target, shot by shot. I am getting my hits and I'm calling every shot because I know without looking at the target, whether there's a hit, or not. I also feel like I'm operating at a good speed based on final scores.
What's bugging me is that when I'm picking it all apart, after the fact, I almost NEVER remember seeing the sights. I KNOW that I see them because when I pull a shot, I see it's because the front sight wasn't where I wanted it to be, right at the moment it happens. Why can't I see a sight picture in memory?
I'm not a shrink, don't have a psych degree and it's been months since I stayed at a Holiday Inn Express. There's got to be a good explanation for this, right?