Shot a bigger match this weekend. First stage morning, trashed, shot 3 good ones after. first stage after lunch, trashed, shot 3 good ones after...... Next morning, first stage.....TRASHED, shot 3 good ones after.
Don't know how to relax and slow down yet. This past month have gone first on all stages at club matches trying to get rid of butterflies, but still haven't worked it out. Shooting cold, I really get jacked up and push way way too fast. Hard to let go of expectations.