Hey Newguy, Do you enjoy the sport? I bet the answer is yes. For that reason dont give up. Where are you located? There maybe someone on the board that can point you to an instructor. I just took a two day class from Beenie Cooley, and I can say it was money well spent. I'm going to take another one on one with a GM in the next couple of weeks. And again it will be money well spent. Untill you get up with a teacher heres your home work. 100 dry fire drills per night for the next 90 days, same for reloads. Practice perfect. Go through all the motions of the draw sight alinment and trigger pull. Make sure no ammo is near by. I bet you money you will show improvement by the end of the 90 days. Also go to the other forums on this board and try the drills. But be sure to get some one on one training.