@akeefer
I feel like you do-- I use a glock for home defense but at the range anything that feels good is fine--mostly 9mm(beretta,cz, sig,h+K) but some steel 45 acp--1911s(dan wesson heritage) ,cz 97, eaa match elite---
check out a custom cz(cz custom shop)--if you love czs-- you will be thrilled. I am.. If you like beretta--wilson combat released a brigadier-- very sweet-- to each their own
hope you get one you love--
my wife loves our shadow 75 9mm da/sa so much--she wants it with us on every range trip--just saying
happy shooting to all