Chris, well done at the state match. Open is a tough division and your finish is nothing to be bashful about.
You saying you feel deflated and not knowing what to do next has a small amount of my brain working....that's all that ever works though
You say that your times are off? My thinking may be way off but here's my .02. You seemingly don't have anything holding back your ability to shoot a stage faster. No physical ailments or disabilities. If you do then my thinking is not relevant. Being a racer for 15+ years I relate shooting to it because it's really all I've ever known. When I was racing I was at, say, level 5. For some reason, being practice, time on the bike, good equipment, etc. I was able to compete at level 5 consistently. So now that I'm at level 5, how do I get to level 4? or 3? or 1? (1 being FAST and WINNING). It is really easy to get comfortable in your skill level. It didn't matter if I practiced 4 times a week or 1 time. If I practiced and trained at a comfortable level that was all I knew. In order to progress I had to PUSH, take chances and risks, more often than not, in my selected sport that meant a pretty serious chance of extreme injury. So it got to the point where I'd go practice and just do laps. I wouldn't try to do anything crazy or push it too hard, just a solid good moto(match). After a while I noticed that didn't work. I was staying stationary as far as progression and others were moving up the ladder. They did that because they were pushing and taking more risks than I in practice. Practice is practice. The idea of it is to better yourself. Wow that sounded redundant, but it's true. With shooting, its hard to set up a lot in a practice session. You seem to get your hits when you have a solid stage. That's good! BUT, maybe at a club match you could just say, "I'm going to shoot this stage as fast as I can, I'll see how the points end up." I think we need to push ourselves out of our 'comfort' zones to advance. It's not gonna happen the first stage, the second stage, or even the first few club matches in total. I got to a point where, when I was really pushing, I'd go, "holy sh** that was scary." Once I did that a hand full of times it started to become normal.
I'm not preaching at all. I'm pretty new to this sport but I bring a lot of what I've learned in another sport into this one. I think everyone is capable of killing it but most just get caught in the 'comfortable plateau.' Maybe try this at a few matches in the future. You might be surprised at what you're actually capable of.
On another note, thanks for all the work at Warsaw. It's much appreciated and great job!
Side note....After reading my post, it jumps around a little but I'm too lazy to organize it. I'll go back to dry-firing.....