As a newb, I suppose I can get away with a newb error of putting the paddles to a necro-post.
By trade, I'm a military fighter pilot.. The worst flights I've ever had were where I was being evaluated… a check ride, we call them… And it wasn't because I sucked… it was because when being evaluated, I knew I was being evaluated, and I had an inner monologue running… "oh man… he definitely saw that… that's gonna be a downgrade… good lord I hope that's not a bust…" And in the "fast" business… the time you take to evaluate yourself about the evaluator evaluating means you've screwed up 5 more things… which of course you recognize and the inner monologue increases.
The best sorties of my life have been where I've let go… ignored the inner monologue and just "executed"… How does this translate to the shooting world? Well… here's a first-hand experience..
My first competition… steel challenge.
I sucked ass….trying to go faster, while knowing I was on the clock… with 13 of my buddies watching… the emotion was high….. and so was my time.
My second competition… one month later… steel challenge. Same stages (lucky?)… but this time, I had a buddy with me that was trying to teach his son how to shoot… yes… at a competition.
I made a concerted effort to just "let go"… and be deliberate with every movement. My snake eater buddies say "slower is smoother…smoother is faster…" Well… I felt like I was moving slow as molasses! When I left that day… I thought… "well at least I hit the steel on the first try just about every time… but my times are going to be EPIC". By forcing myself to relax and just execute, to give a good demo to my buddy's kid, I turned out a 3rd place overall finish…. which in NO way made sense to me… because inside, I felt that each stage was sooooo slow.
So how do we harness the ZEN paradise inside? My thoughts… is to kill the inner monologue. Go only as fast as I can see the front sight.. be calm, steady and true.. don't rush… the targets aren't moving… well… except for that swinger in USPSA… but hey… this is steel challenge.. they aren't moving. The RSO does not exist… the timer does not exist… it's just me and my front sight.
Naturally, this is all very easy to say… since about a month ago I shot my first USPSA and did terrible… my buddy that introduced me to USPSA said prior "dude.. just shoot this like you shoot steel challenge, and you'll probably be on the podium."
I think I placed 64th. But hey… who said I can take my own advice…?
Any great Zen master you've seen in movies is old as hell with a long, white beard… I have about 30 years to get a handle on it.
Cheers!
FATSO