My history is a bit convoluted. 15 years ago I shot IPSC at the local indoor range Wednesday night "fun match". I sucked. But I got less sucky. The local guru wanted me to give a 'real' match a shot as he thought I was ready. I didn't get around to it. The real world got involved and I had to stop shooting entirely. Now I'm back. Picked up a 45 again and I realized the barns of America have nothing to fear. Yeah, if you don't use it, ya lose it. I still suck.
Went ahead and went to my first 'real' match a couple weeks ago. My only two goals were to not DQ and don't zero a stage. I succeeded in one of those goals.
Stage 1: CM-63. Six shots at a target at 35 yards. Hell, I've never shot outdoors or at any target farther than 50 feet. "What am I doing here?" As I stood ondeck, my heart was pounding and the butterflies were in full flight. The feeling flashbacked me to round 4 of 8-way in the '91 US Skydiving Nationals. Take a deep breath. Slow down. Forget the clock. Get your points. Short story. The gun mal'd at least one round per mag. Got rattled. Lost count. Let's just say the scorers didn't use too many pasters.
Stage 2: A four string stage started sitting a table. Close stuff at 15 - 20 feet with a couple of round steel. Around barricades and through a room. Walk through this and it's doable. At the buzzer it was like the old days. Called my shots. Got what I wanted. Walked off satisfied that I did the best I could on that stage that day.
Stage 3: A four room stage with multiple hardcover and noshoots. Yeah, I can do this. Did OK till the gun mal'd again at the last string. Got rattled (again). Jerked my shots low and hit the hardcover.
Stage 4: A three string stage with the last one through a port in a barricade. I have no clue as to why I pulled seven shots low into the hardcover on the last string. Mental overload from Stage 1 and 3? By this time I'm expecting the gun to mal, and it did.
Stage 5: Simple stage. Brainlocked it big time. I know it was from the mental trash from the previous four stages.
The results in L10 with me shooting minor:
Stage 1: 00.00 %
Stage 2: 37.51 %
Stage 3: 27.52 %
Stage 4: 03.65 %
Stage 5: 00.00 %
Overall: 16.09% against a Master class shooter. Dead last any way you want to slice and dice it. Next closest had double my score.
Initial impressions: Man, do I suck. Hoover vacuums have nothing on me. Can't hit the side of a barn. But I didn't DQ and the RO only made one comment after a stage was over.
Later impressions. Stage 1 was a killer. No real shame at this point personally in zeroing this one. Four of the seven in L10 zeroed it. Stages 2 and 3 were OK but I've got to work on hardcover shots. Stage 4 hardcover got me bad and I still don't know why. Stage 5 was a pure brain fart. I need to flush the negative vibes of the previous stage when I step up to the current one. In other words, quit thinking.
Afterwards, a Master in Limited who was in my squad told me to not to worry. You have to start somewhere. You will brainlock, it takes time to condition yourself mentally to this game. Go practice and get your shots. Forget the clock right now, it's not important.
Excuse me. I need to load up the car and go to the range. And on the way stop by the mall and pick up a sundial for the RO.
Till later
Hank Ellis