Problem solved? I shot one match last weekend and it wasn't easy after long break. But I got my motivation back. I realised I'm not shooting at my own level and I wanna do better. I hate that. I guess I'm quite competitive too. Now I can't wait to get back to the range. Even though I wasn't any good, I had really fun, shooting and meeting old friends. Maybe the reason I lost my motivation was that I didn't have any goals, or carrots. My goal so far has always been some match, but maybe I should set some smaller goals, like doing some drill in some specific time, etc. Something more personal, you know what I mean.
Thanks for the advises. I'm not selling my gun.
Tomppa