Yeah, getting old is not for sissies. I used to have this reoccurring dream thirty-to-twenty years ago that I was running a course and couldn't pull a trigger. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't pull a trigger in my dreams. So I started doing more finger work, hand strengthening exercises, index finger grip strengthening .... kind of got obsessed with it like OCD obsessed. Always had the newest greatest grip strengthener or sponge ball or whatever the guys were using on the local and regional circuit .... then the dreams stopped.
About ten years ago, in my mid fifties, I finally had some pins removed from my hip and tibia from an old injury that were giving me some movement problems, heel toe stuff, shuffles, bad weather it was like a tuning fork going off in my hip and leg, hurt like all get out (they left the three long pins in my ankle) ... and in the process of all of that the orthopedic surgeon said, "do you know you have arthritis?" Then he showed me some xrays and took some more of my hands .... sure enough, my hands were major problems, especially my strong hand. More from old breaks than from repetitive trigger work.
Ten years later I am having the dreams again except this time I am old and I dream some bad people are in the house and I meet them in the living room and I'm trying to pull the trigger ... arghhhhhhhh
Getting old is not for sissies.
I used to talk to some of the other guys about those dreams and several of the guys used to admit that they would run and gun the course in their dreams, like me, usually a short course on a blind stage and I always thought that odd ... but I figured it had to-do with the nighmarish part of the dream, not able to pull the trigger, a little bit of a tight stage in the dream ... I dunno. As I typed earlier I think it is age and stage stuff and we all eventually end-up seeing our skills deteriorate somewhat ... I dunno. Anyways, always figured that anyone that does it long enough has those dreams I guess. My youngest daughter is a Dr of Psychology ... she laughs at me when I share those dreams and she thinks it's something else than I think it is, but oh well ... lol, getting old is not for sissies.
The arthritis part, for me, is the stinker but it's not really causing me any major issues when I do enough work to stay proficient.
Anyways, if you know Bob then you and I have likely crossed paths. And while my online name is what it is because of my days stationed in Italy, a lot of the guys knew me/know me by the translation. I'm over in the Lake Murray Shores area of Gilbert. I still show up to RSO every now and then. Going to hopefully attend the 2023 (or is it 2024 now) World Shoot ... attending one is on my bucket list so I am going to scratch that one off first chance I get.