Whoa, thanks for all the responses! I thought I'd get one that said "use the search function" which I have done. There is sooo much info about people getting different things for what ever reason. I've just been in "info overload" hell! I understand what almost everyone is saying. First calm down and learn the game, save and get the Shadow. I just had a tough time with the trigger getting that second shot was a lot harder than expected. There was so much muzzle movement I'd miss the second shot. Don't get me wrong I really enjoy my Ruger, it may be old and sloppy but it goes BANG every time I ask it to. I believe that I probably should wait before purchasing, I think the local indoor range has one of the 75b that you can rent, so I may go try it just for fun! Another thing is I suppose at some point people used the p89 in production class so there must be something I can do to calm the trigger and the muzzle rise without breaking the bank.
Thanks again for all the comments and advice.